anyways i made a decision today and i shall stick by it. im sorry to have turned you guys down. but i think its the right choice for me right now. im just living in a perpetual fear that my grades will sink to rock bottom. i cant afford that anymore. my parents are extremely worried, to top it off. and they arent the only ones. i think its time to really buck up next sem. i know i said it many times before for the last few semesters, but there wasnt any way around it. time to really push it this time. 

so aside from feeling crappy and such today, i felt better cause of two things. okay maybe three. this morning, went to play badminton with a few others from the LS team. :D that was before i felt sick. and then the second thing was, i received a message from squid! yay! so happy. i miss you babe. and finally, the last thing was, i went to make a stop at golden river today! the state of the shop is sad cause its very sparse now.. but the strings! i bought a whooping 5 dozen strings today, same as m.y. haha. an all time high! that cheered me up. i hope to make one more trip and buy more before it closes. and this time we managed to get chen an hooked to it. heh heh, dont worry buddy, il teach you the patterns. :D

alright alright. shall go rest. i hope i wont be sick. i wanna work tomorrow and earn lots and lotsa money for my early retirement! HAHA. who am i kidding.