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VANESSA
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26th August
Aviation Management and Services (Temasek Poly)
Ceremix #5, Part of the CLIQUE, TEAM LIFESAVING.
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Wednesday, April 30, 2008
the longest daaaaay..
what a day. started at 8 in the morning. YAWN. hauled my ass off the bed at 6.30 am and rushed to school. reached just in time. then had straight 2 hours lectures. non stop. then had apel, a meeting with some of the main coms and the lecturers from 1 til like 4? haha yeah. me and isk made a quick get-away to go for our cds. THEN i had 2 hours of art. met sam and jel at mush after art and we went for life saving trial.

trial was fine. but i kinda got intimidated by the swimmers. i mean, they swim real fast man. its like there were these 2 girls i met, they used to swim competitively. its like they swam 50m within 41 seconds! like OMG. i only managed 51 seconds. har. the fatty prevails. HAHA. well i hope i can make it in the group. please let me receive that email or message. PLEASEEEEE! oh my gawd. i sound so desperate. haha. =X
Ranted at 11:34 PM

Monday, April 28, 2008
What if i REALIZED too late?
"Realize"

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is.
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.
But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh
I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by..
Didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other but.

It's not always the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
Just realized what I just realized

Oh

Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now

Realize
Realize
Realize

this song is dedicated to those out there who have yet to realize. HAHA. okay lame. but really though. i think this song lyrics has meaning. read deep people. DEEP! haha.

something happened today. someone said something and up til now, it still hurts. it was quite a curt way of saying it and it really cut deep. i would be lying if i said it didn't make me shed a few tears. oh wells. what i need now is just a hug. a big one. anybody?
Ranted at 9:46 PM

Sunday, April 27, 2008
ITS OVER.
after many weeks of preparation, a few days of STRESS, alot of shouting (to be heard), scrambling and changing of plans, the AMS FO camp has ended just like that. and im glad to say that though things didn't go as smoothly as possible with a few glitches, at least it worked out fine in the end. and i learnt quite a few things.

A SPECIAL THANKS TO ALL WHO CAME DOWN TO HELP!
can't thank you guys enough for the hard work and for taking the time off to come and help us. thankyouthankyouthankyou! =)

oh and not forgetting the freshies. hope you guys had fun and at least got to know each other from the different classes. haha.

well lets see i took only a few pictures with my handphone before it ran out off batt. most of the other junk is with YA and jel (GUYS! SEND ME THEM PICTURES ASAP!). haha. most of the volunteers and the main comm stayed over on thursday night for preparation. we played games and did photo soot for night walk til 11 plus, had prata til like midnight and then showered around 1am. slept only at 5 am. consequently for the second night, after all the packing and cleaning up, i slept at around 4 am? haha. was just joking with ryan that i really DID turn into a panda and he will have a panda for a sister. oh wells. it was all worth it.

so here are some pictures for the camp, will show more when i get them.








alrighty, off to research on an art piece. hope i get to swim train today. i wanna get into life saving! MR SQUID, PLEASE WAKE UP!

Ranted at 11:55 AM

Wednesday, April 23, 2008
i initially had alot of things to blog about today. but the sudden change in mood caused all the motivation of making this a happy post just left me. LIKE THAT. i dunno what the hell is wrong with me.

DAMN I HATE THESE MOOD SWINGS.

blame it all on PMS then. anyways will be gone for camp again from tomorrow til saturday. AMS FO camp this time. this should cheer me up. I HOPE.
Ranted at 10:14 PM

Tuesday, April 22, 2008
a tuesday post about sunday.
i just realised that i havent posted an entry about the WE WILL ROCK YOU play i went to watch on sunday with squid, his mum and xuee.

well basically its a play about what happens to the world without REAL ROCK AND ROLL music in the future. and where rocking out and having an electirc guitar is illegal. haha. this play featured alot of songs from QUEEN, an awesome british band. hits like "We Will Rock You", "Bohemian Rapsody", "Bicycle" and so on were performed. seriously, i give it 2 thumbs up. the acting was great with the exception of the thick Brit accents. it was abit hard to understand at times. haha.

oh but the MAIN HIGHLIGHT for me was MIG AYESA! my oh my oh my! the 2nd runner up of Rockstar INXS is STILL capable of making my heart melt with those oh-so-blue eyes. SIGH. poor squid. had to put up with my sighs and squeals when he sings or makes a joke. HAHA. can so picture it right? mig ayesa's voice is still so beautiful to me. SIGH. *starry eyed*
Ranted at 11:03 PM

Monday, April 21, 2008
first day of school.. YAWN.
first day of school. yes. had 3 lectures today. haha. it was great to see all my friends again and blah blah blah. well i admit, we were abit rowdy today during the lectures. but cannot be helped mah. haha.

anyways after school, went out with the montfort boys, hoon and jon. went to tm to walk walk and see see. then we had a tiny snack before leaving. leo had prata, jon and wei shayng had baked rice, hoon had some pancake thingy, darren had old chang kee (UNHEALTHY! HAHA) and i had a BIG-ASS scoop of rocky roads ice cream. YUMMY! haha. snacking with the boys is baaad. they eat alot and TEMPT you to join them.

anyways my second attempt to get the folks to buy me a macbook has been FOILED again. picture this: ME, armed with two macbook leaflets and a WIDE grin on my face. upon seeing my dad, before i could say anything, he was like, "NICE TRY, BUT TRY HARDER NEXT TIME." damn it. haha. why didn't he like play along even more? hahaha. oh wells. nevermind, i shall PRESEVERE.

"i wanna be there at the finishing line waiting for you.."
Ranted at 9:24 PM

Saturday, April 19, 2008
deep sexy voice.
im BAAAACK!

was away these past few days for the engineering freshman orientation. was a mentor to the freshies of an AMS class together with jyun. 01 OEI! haha. had a great time during the orientation. got to know more of the freshies and do the MASS DANCE, which is always so fun. so technically, being a mentor, we had to stay over for 3 nights. it was fun. we climbed over the fences to get into the swimming pool area to bathe, walked around engine school to find a place to sleep, played mind games on the last night and had prata at 2am in the morning. haha. all this with the girls; jyun, col, hoon, wing, yi ning, irene and princess. =)

oh and had girls talk with hoon, col and jyun too. pity cheryl wasnt there. anyways the girls talk really helped clear some thoughts for me, with all the problems that occured at hand and that are anticipated to happen. haha. yes let just say aside from the fun from all orientation, there were some glitches here and there. lets just leave it that yes? haha.

engine didn't win anything again this year. but oh well, im sure we put up a good fight. especially during the olympiad in which we were second place. anyways the objective was to bond everyone together right! haha. ohmygawd i sound so teacher-ly. ugh.

anyways received some great news from squid on the second day. we have no school on FRIDAYS. shiok right? haha. but i end at 7pm on wednesday. and im the only one taking undertsanding the art. BOO. oh wells. well im gonna be busy next week, with the AMS camps coming up soon. whoohoo!








oh and you know what? the sore throat im having now is not caused by the screaming and shouting during camp but the pasta i had the night before. WARNING! DO NOT EAT GRILLED CHICKEN GARLIC PASTA FROM TCC.

Ranted at 3:02 PM

Monday, April 14, 2008
You are the light that made my darkness disappear
"When You Look Me In The Eyes"

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.

When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh

like i said, if a guy sings this song to me, it is a 100% guarantee that il be SWEPT off my feet. oh my. i just realised that whoever wants to sing songs to me has a whole song list to choose from. man, he is spoilt for choice! HAHA.

had a day out with the boyfriend yesterday. my dear squido had a chance of being the toy boy yesterday. HAHA. X) as for today, its fine. went for rehearsal with aaron and then lunched with squid and xuee. aside from that, the day has been a slight disappointment. oh well. not everything goes your way right? haha. (note to self: stop expecting too much.)

so anyways il be going for camp from tomorrow til friday. yes MISS ME PEOPLE! haha. its gonna be a long one. hope this camp would be better. at least we get to meet the freshies! =)
Ranted at 7:20 PM

Saturday, April 12, 2008
a day with my girls never fail put a smile on my face. =)
i honestly missed my girls. REALLY. today has just proven to me how much i missed them. haha. ceremix had a meet up at my place today to celebrate sherry's birthday. it really has been awhile since we just hung out and behaved ridiculously silly. HAHA.

well we cooked a hearty lunch for sher and bought her 18 small stuffs for her 18th birthday. we then scattered them around the house (like pens in the kitchen drawer, panties hanging on the hook for dry towels, hair clip in crystal display, lollipop in bathroom shelf), making her find them. haha! it was really funny, watching her walk around and looking for them when it was just in front of her. =) oh man we are such sadists. but then again, hardwork comes first before enjoyment right? haha. we then cut cake and took some pictures before cheryl left.

we then played the king's game. it was totally FUNNY. poor candy was made to drink 3 bowls of green bean soup, punctuate each sentence with MUMBAI and do the chicken dance infront of the plumber with me. HAHA. CAN YOU SAY OHMYGAWD? then we had to purse our lips for 2 minutes while SHER had took pictures. HAHA. rach, ryan and me had to shake our butts to the britney spears song. finally, mer, sher and vien had to do the running man! HAHA, and all these were caught on VIDEO. my my my. it was CRAZY! haha what a spastic moment we had. but we didn't care how stupid we looked, we just did it anyway. X) hahaha. so at the end, after rach and candy left, mer, vien and i just hung out and talked for awhile til 7. it was GREAT catching up with you girls! i so definitely can't wait for your As to end so we can just go out again. haha. and of course im looking forward to meeting up again! you guys never fail to put a smile on my face. here are just some of the pictures.. GIRLS! SEND ME YOUR SHARE!




anyways talking to my dear rachel online, has put some thoughts into my mind. haha. some what-ifs and some maybes. "The wait is always the worst, compared to the answers. What if the wait was longer?" hmm.. another emo thought to brood over for tonight. haha. well off to watching hannibal. tata y'all.




Ranted at 8:53 PM

Friday, April 11, 2008
An unforgettable chalet
Had class chalet on wednesday til this morning. haha. well i would say this was an unforgettable and interesting chalet? the bungalow chalet that leo picked was fantastically huge! it has like a living room, dining room, kitchen, 4 rooms with a bathroom each! but unfortunately it had tons of mosquitoes. i spent the entire time scratching. haha but im not complaining. im still good. but i swear man, hoon's medical oil saved my life. thanks hoon! =)

so basically what we did during the chalet was just MAHJONG, poker, MAHJONG, swimming (catching in the water, without SWIMMING! haha) , MAHJONG, cycling, MAHJONG, watching abit of tv, MAHJONG, talking and catching up and MORE MAHJONG. serious. well the bbq on the second night was the BOMB though. the pineapple fried rice was AWESOME. so was the satay. col, jyun, leo and i tried baking the sausages in the oven. but they became swollen. wahaha. anyways props to leo for organising this whole 3 day 2 night thing. though it didn't turn out as expected, he did a great job. THANKS LEO!
so today after the chalet and maybe during the chalet, i have come to conclusions about some stuff. i guess the sudden mood just came in and made me think of all these stuff again. tsk tsk vann. time to snap out of it.

EDITED:
here are the pictures from the chalet. its not much, but its something. =)



Ranted at 9:41 PM

Monday, April 7, 2008
lazy monday
the holidays are ending. noooo! oh wells. all good things must come to an end right. haha. well to end of the holidays, class chalet is coming up on wednesday til friday. and AMZAINGLY, mum and dad allowed me to stay over. yaay. haha. this should be fun.
anyways today went swimming abit with squid. AND yesterday for dinner, dad and mum brought us to BOTAK JONES at toa payoh. i swear, that place ROCKS. i mean, aside from BOTAK JONES itself, there is like sakura japanese food, a shop selling BROWNIES (which are like AWESOME STUFF), a pasta and pizza store (you can choose what you want in them.), a noodle store and a thai store too. seriously, THE FOOD THERE ROCKS! haha seriously. words are simply INDESCRIBEBLE. check out the pictures. =)




Ranted at 4:55 PM